i know it is late i am sorry if i am bothering you i never wanted to be a burden a weight that tied around your neck and pulled you down with me so i stayed quiet and forgot your number and so much time went by i forgot how to say hello that is probably why it has been so long why for arguments sake i have been dead for years a memory of a person that you knew before existing in those moments but nothing more

i know it is late i am sorry if i am bothering you but i wanted to let you know i miss you